why

today i found the people that care for me
that truly like me for who i am
who truly enjoy having me as company
and love me for being their friend.

Thanks all.

But you. Just you
Are enough to ruin my mood.
You really changed again.
I was elated when u put that last time
I was grinning like an idiot.
and now.
the littlest thing you do just hurts me
you're still drifting further and further.
as though i had taken the wrong choice
really.
i mean it.
this world seems to hate me.
Why.WHy.WHy

I doubt u even know how i;m feeling
i doubt u even give a dam about what i;m feeling
go on
go with them
leave me alone
again.

FREAK YOU DAMMIT.
I CHOSE TO TRUST YOU.
AND NOW?
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